Claudia

Since when did everyone become a complete asshole?

I am truly sorry..

And I wish I could stop myself every time I make the wrong decisions. So please don’t condemn me but forgive me. Don’t hate me but protect me; because the fear of disappointment and disgust is one of the greatest fears I know.

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Thank you for these past two semesters.

Its so crazy how much has changed. How excited I was for sophomore year right when the fall started. How much I planned out the year as if I was going to follow those premature thoughts. How the beginnings always seem so easy and relaxed. And looking at how it ended up. A week left and I’ll be done with sophomore year…. But.. I don’t feel ready for junior year. How the time was pulled right under me…

I’m ending the semester quitting somethings, stepping up for other things, losing friends, and gaining new ones. But mainly remembering a huge wave crashing down on me.. so fast that I didn’t realize that I wasn’t drowning in struggles but that I was washed up on a shore unrecognizable because I was no longer the person I use to be.

If you asked me a year ago if I would ever quit drinking and smoking a lone the answer would be no but also stepping up to be a praise team leader.. I would of laughed in your face… not to be rude but because I was consumed with everything but the Holy Spirit.

Now all I want to do is worship and be a better person. For myself, for my family, for my friends, for the non christians and the christians but most of all because God deserves so much more than this life.

I have nothing more than all You offer me
There is nothing else that’s of worth to me
And I love You Lord
You rescued me
You are all that I want
You’re all that I need