its been a rough couple of days.
But I can’t believe what you shared today. My heart aches and can’t help but tear as I write this. I guess God really did give me a heart for people. Well you’re just not any person. You’re a friend. A friend I haven’t talked to in a while. A friend that I wasn’t being a good friend to.
So I’m sorry. And I will be that Friend, not that I promised. Cause my promises are useless. But the friend God calls me to be.
God’s promise for you; Love.
How can I let something so unhealthy come into my mind and my body and still let it be consumed as enjoyment?
How can I choose a path that will end up leaving me stranded when there is a path filled with love?
How can sin have so much power over me when I believe that Jesus has defeated the grave?
Do i just tell you everything thats been on my mind?
Or do I just wait for you to ask?
Not making a decision i guess is my decision?
i wish we could just talk about it.
But I also wish to hear the right things.
maybe we aren’t talking cause you know I won’t want to hear what you have to say.